Your Last Vow

Does music have a language,

 does feeling have a name

 

Is love the sole survivor

 that calls beyond the grave

 

Do excuses have a reason

 for the falsehoods that they spew

 

Does honor have a season

 to restore the faith you knew

 

Do all mothers have a father

 or just sons to tell their tale

 

Do all preachers write their sermons

 to rehash what God curtails

 

Are the words then just a token

 when cast out from the heart

 

Is judgment left unspoken

 with belief cut up in parts

 

Is direction now forbidden

 and all meaning thusly doomed

 

Is laughter all but hidden

 with its smile partly groomed

 

Is today beyond tomorrow

 and why replaced with how

 

Do the questions feign an answer

 indecision—your last vow

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2018)

 

 

 

 

My Searching Begins

The house is now quiet,

 the children have gone

 

My beard they’ve left ruffled,

 as memories grow long

 

With trains and dolls scattered

 where last they played

 

Their love remains buried

 inside of the maze

 

The cupola harkens

  a last candle there burns

 

As the attic sits waiting

 for the toys to return

 

The old house is silent

 but deep from within

 

Their laughter still hides

  —and my searching begins

 

(Thanksgiving: November, 2016)

 

 

Beyond The Sash

A window framed with memory

 lets in the brightest light

 

Its lock and hasp long since removed

 a journeyman’s delight

 

Casting off the millstone

 the rock of age has come

 

As darkness hides beyond the sash

 —to greet the rising sun

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2018)

Fated To Go

Does trying to disprove

 what I believe

 make you feel better about what

 you don’t…

 

Is your insecurity

 crying out

 that maybe I feel something

 you won’t…

 

Does the depth of my commitment

 bother you so

 leaving you distant

 fearful and alone…

 

Like a branch that’s now broken

 swinging high in the tree

 one strong gust

  —and your fated to go

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)