Sound Bites: 4-21-2026

That Moment

 

Amazing the things

that work — and don’t work

 

A love that’s given

and not returned

The time that measures

but never stops

That moment wished for

 forever spurned

One hope that lingers

— forget me not

 

**

 

This Dream

 

My pen is my instrument

the letters my band

the readers my audience

each note to command

 

My prose a piano

my verse in the strings

Percussion conducting

— this dream to begin

 

**

 

The Balance

 

As thoughts and feelings

joined as one

A light went off …

I saw the sun

The balance I had

always craved

Enveloped me

— the debt repaid

 

**

 

 

Thoughts On Trial

 

Academic court-marshal

tenure is lost

Degrees are rescinded

peer reviews squawk

 

Doctorate cancelled

fellowships mired

Theories in limbo

— students on fire

 

**

 

Rejection

 

You can’t cry

anymore …

The past ill-begotten

the present in sin

 

You can’t cry

anymore …

Your tears a confession

— rejected within

 

**

 

Estranged Bedfellows

 

Ten years later

both still proud

Sleeping apart

 saying out loud

Threats

of indictment

Fingers

of blame

Marriage

despondent

Sharing

— a name

 

**

 

Forced Recon

 

Seize every

moment

Or others

will not

Your voice

is the trigger

That fire’s

their lot

 

Give yourself

credit

Where credit

is due

But lead

from the front

Intrepid

— and true

 

**

Non Poems

Self-Infliction 1

 

To show

not tell

the essence

of verse

 

Narrative

wording

the image

reversed

 

A rainbow

unseen

is folly

described

 

Each moment

explained

a feeling

— contrived

 

**

 

 

Self-Infliction 2

 

Poetry done right

 “is not a hobby”

Filling the hours

with time undone

 

Poetry from the heart

 “is not descriptive”

Where words die orphaned

— and words die young

 

(Dreamsleep: April, 2026)

 

 

 

Sweet Anticipation

Waiting for the future

to come to him

He hid from the past

— in moments sublime

 

**

Fear Rewinds

 

You ask me why

I’ve been to lands

that you have

never seen

 

While you refuse

to cross the line

where safety

gives reprieve

 

I marked the trail

in blood and pain

the door behind

unlocked

 

Where you stand fast

while stuck in place

as fear

— rewinds your clock

 

**

 

Their Cost Demands

 

The purchase price

of truth

is life

The purchase price

of truth

is death

Life or Death

their cost

demands

What zero-sum

their will

— commands

 

**

 

Inside The Shadow

 

He didn’t know

he knew it

 until he did

He never took

offense

 at wounds rebled

He traveled

in place

at one fell swoop

Inside

the shadow

— of time’s rebuke

 

**

 

Time’s Regret

 

In tears

I drown

from heartaches

cast

 

And grief

my spirits

sole

repast

 

A memory

ridden

with time’s

regret

 

In search

of silence

to then

— forget

 

**

 

Shadow’s Long

 

Forever waiting …

but then for what

The days retreating

the years untouched

 

A haunting vacuum

shadows long

Anticipation’s

— forgotten song

 

**

 

This Moment Alive

 

The future an orphan

 born in the past

The present dynamic

 destined to last

 

This moment alive

without reference or spin

Set free by the instant

— to happen within

 

**

Together Alone

I may not

like it

Most

au contraire

But writing

it true

Your right

to share

 

Our language

different

Our thoughts

opposed

Yet both

defined

By what

we know

 

Each word

denotes

What pain

would hide

Unto

ourselves

The meaning

thrives

 

With couplets

foreign

And quatrains

skewed

Our Muses

strangers

Respect

— on view

 

**

  

Inception

 

Tomorrow freshly baited

— the future reborn

 

**

 

The Beury Building

 

Art deco

majestic

she waits

in the dust

Broad and Erie’s

‘Grande Olde Dame’

her memory

in trust

Of ancient

glories

from the past

stripped down to the bone

Set to rise

with fate reprised

where boyhood visions

— grow

 

**

 

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Rising Inherent

Rising Inherent

 

Your fight’s

not with me

Your fight’s

with the truth

That stands

in defiance

To what you

may choose

 

It knows

of no allies

But enemies

plain

And rises

inherent

Itself

— to proclaim

 

**

 

New masks

 

Interface

with reality

or then

to be real …

 

Those crutches

and wheelchairs

designed

to conceal

 

Smart phones

and I-pads

new masks

of the day

 

Hiding our

essence

whose self

— is betrayed

 

**

 

This Promise Eternal

 

Rewriting  

a poem

beyond all

dispute

 

Creates a

new fusion

that none

will rebuke

 

To speak

to new feelings

in letters

and sound

 

Remarries

a union

 where solemn

we vow

 

This promise

eternal

with eyes

open wide

 

Resharing

our essence

Respoken

— alive

 

**

 

 

 

It Tolls For Thee

Never my

friend

Not even

a foe

Death like

a wind

That blows

through my soul

 

Always it

hovers

Forever

on hold

Waiting in

silence

The bell’s

— final toll

 

**

  

Rising Inherent

 

Your fight’s

not with me

Your fight’s

with the truth

That stands

in defiance

To what you

might choose

 

It knows

of no allies

But enemies

plain

And rises

inherent

Itself

— to proclaim

 

**

E.J. Hudak (Poems 2 & 3)

Moonchild

I held him dying in my arms

As he whispered hoarsely

‘Don’t let them forget;

Remember me

And show them how wrong

That right can be.’

In a second he was gone

His place removed

From the table.

No one would ever know

His talents or how far

His influence could have gone.

Perhaps as a physician

He would have healed thousands.

As an agrarian wizard

He might have spared Biafra

Those swollen stomachs.

He could have found the True God,

But like billions before him

He was sacrificed

By the manipulators of destiny:

The Apache chiefs on the hill,

Braves dying.

Generals in the command post,

Platoons slaughtered.

The Judas goat

And always the 300 Spartans,

The Light Brigade and Pickett’s Charge.

The shield, to be protector,

Or the death slab,

And more await

Packed in the pens of town and city

Like so much cattle

Awaiting the word of the manipulator

Clothed in the worn-out

Hole-ridden mantle of freedom

And another handshake

And another tear-stained kiss

And another ‘We’re proud of you boy.’

And another ‘You’re doing a fine job.

And another medal.

And another flag

And another and another and another …

Christian And The Tiger

Christian returned from church

Feeling worse for the experience;

Sunday!

Restless with nothing to do

Christian decided to visit the zoo.

The people there were strolling about:

Arm in arm, hand in hand, and in places

Mouth in mouth,

Black people, yellow people, white people

And children lost, crying for a policeman

As their mothers instructed.

The hippo yawned at the man in Bermudas snapping pictures;

A thin woman threw peanuts which the elephant ignored;

The zebra defecated, intensely studied by a soldier.

The reptiles were motionless:

An alligator stared mysteriously, like eyes behind sunglasses;

The monkeys were bored, except for the gorilla

Whish put a half-orange in its mouth and smiled — Sunkist

The restless cats all paced their cells

Except a tiger keeping silent vigil on the passing crowd.

Christian stood alone with the cat, saddened in its plight,

Letting remorse wash over him until …

It was even stronger than the smell from the Bengal’s cage.

Then he gripped the rail retainer and cried aloud,

‘Release the tiger! Let him be free like me.’

His voice echoed but went unheard.

The tiger, tilting its head to the left,

Spoke:

‘Weep not for me, Christian;

Know you not that we are both imprisoned?

Your cell is merely larger, with more companions;

I was once free; can you say the same, O sad one?

As you see me, so I see you:

Behind bars.

Tell me, Christian,

For which captive do you weep?’

The truth the tiger spoke

Shocked him more than the situation

So Christian left the beast to his silent vigil.

He roamed the boulevard

Window-shopping with his thoughts

Until the sun was setting.

Then, with gnawing hunger

He paced the silent steps

To his row home and supper

And the remainder of Sunday’s routine.

Back at the zoo — it was feeding time

E.J. Hudak ca. 1969

Sound Bites: 4-14-2026

Choice Suspended

 

There is no winning

just an upper hand

The scoreboard fluid

as change commands

 

The odds on fire

to win or lose

With choice suspended

— the moment skewed

 

**

 

Flows A River

 

Why in the world

would you care

And if you did

would it matter

 

Our differences

vast

And incongruence

shatters

 

Diametrically

opposed

With a canyon

between us

 

Where truth

flows a river

Never filled

— by consensus

 

**

No Quarter

 

The arrogance of

importance

Plato

staking his claim

As thought

gives no quarter

Where truth

— is proclaimed

 

**

 

Death Sentence

 

Meandering

through life

Our consciousness

bought

 

A capital

sin

Forgiveness

— is naught

 

**

 

Lip Service

 

I approve the better

but follow the worse

Entitlements hostage

— alone in the hearse

 

**

 

 

The Magic Within

 

Music has no borders

and no axe to grind

Love has no labels

but seekers must find …

 

The magic within

both the sound and the heart

To change what an army

— must yield in their rout

 

**

 

Fair Winds

 

The #1 indicator of good health

— nothing happens

 

**

 

Bestowed

 

When diffidence

takes precedence

over enlightenment and fact

 

All confidence

in abeyance

every gift is abstract

 

To believe is

confirmation

of what the spirit will know

 

Giving credence to a memory

more than gifted

— bestowed

 

**

 

The Moment Upon Us

 

Resetting

your watch

the end coming soon

Ignoring

the ticking

whose bomb will bring doom

The sands

running thinner

the hourglass clear

The moment

upon us

— when doubt turns to fear

 

**

 

Nerve Endings

 

The one thing

I know better

than anything else

Is myself

plain and simple

— viscerally felt

 

**

 

Ballast

 

The more you learn

the less you need

Your burden lifting

— as lessons free

 

**

 

Let’s Begin

 

Can you think it

— I can think it

 

Can you feel it

— I can feel it

 

Can you claim it

— I can claim it

 

Can you live it

— let’s begin

 

**

 

Jumping The Rim

 

I lived most of my life

in a fishbowl

floating and swimming

in place

 

Watching in awe

at the consequent sprawl

while confined to my

own little space

 

One morning I took

it upon me

to swim fast from the depths

far below

 

And once jumping the rim

I was freed of my fins

there to run

— where a fish never goes

 

**

 

Once Out Of The Barn

 

Hello

opens a door

Goodbye

— cannot close

 

**

 

Remade

 

I lived my life

broken

never wanting

to mend

Killing every

emotion

that was poisoned

on end

Denuding their

power

I went on

my way

And forty years

later

content

— and remade

 

**

 

Betrayal Is Fatal

 

A human

German Shephard

you get only

one chance

Mistreatment

is terminal

and you’re barred

from the dance

My loyalty

total

beyond question

or fear

But betrayal

is fatal

and banishment

— clear

 

**

 

Both Bleeding Red

 

A disease

or an ailment

who gets to decide

 

What matters

the name

when two planets collide

 

Tomato

tomatto

they’re both bleeding red

 

Beyond what

you call them

— beyond what is said

 

**

 

Point Of No Return

 

With hate

there’s still hope

When emotions flatline

— it’s over

 

**

 

But In Name

 

More than strangers

less than friends

Forced estrangement

time portends

 

Brothers — Sisters

but in name

Exiled feelings

— parental shame

 

**

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Denial Can’t Lessen

 

The memory of loss

alive in her cries

More despondent than sad

each flashback conscribes

 

What denial can’t lessen

or grief will abstain

Recalling the heartache

— reliving the pain

 

(Dreamsleep: April, 2026)

 

 

Bleeding Eternal

 

The human condition

flows through my pen

Not cherubs or tulips

or wistfulness then …

 

Each word like a bullet

that strikes at the heart

To bleed there eternal

— with truth to impart

 

(Dreamsleep: April, 2026)