My Pen To Flow

I’ve forever written

  as myself

 

Few influences will

  show

 

Neither Hemingway nor

  Faulkner

 

 Not Melville or

  Thoreau

 

But as one who saw through

  all of that

 

With so much more

  to know

 

 I search the land

   and stars above

 

For ink

  —my pen to flow

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)

 

Tears And Missteps

My words the result

 of the times I’ve lived

 not a classroom exercise

 

My feelings all paid

 with the blood of my fears

 not a rambling diatribe

 

My trail has been lined

 with each tear and misstep

 to mark the way ahead

 

My life a memory

 telling a tale

  —whose direction my soul has led

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2018)

Thunder To Rain

No time set aside

The words reformed

Again at their own pace

 

No place to reside

They’re written down

On a napkin or empty space

 

When I try to hide

They find me sure

In mountain or in plain

 

As new moments chide

The past adieu

  —and thunder turns to rain

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)

 

 

Beyond My Fear

The Sage brought me to the Muse,

 when I was but sixteen

 

Her face familiar, her words estranged,

 my fate caught in-between

 

As years went on she whispered

 and oft times took the lead

 

To guide my wishes past my fear

  —old wounds there left to bleed

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2018)

The Intellectual Elf

Working at looking studious,

  the academic went his way

 

Pontificating what he didn’t know,

  his students bowed and swayed

 

Reading only what was duly sworn

  writing safe, within the shelf

 

To himself was he now smitten blind

   —an intellectual elf

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)

 

To Confess And Reveal

Words rushed through my head

  clearing cobwebs away

 

All letters on edge

  cutting doors as they played

 

From one room to the other,

  they matched up and danced

 

And from basement to attic,

  my mind was enhanced

 

Without reason, beyond memory,

  they sharpened my feel

 

Until alone they then left me

  —to confess and reveal

 

(Train-Penn Station NYC: March, 2015)

 

 

 

Forever Wondering Why

Run away from the what

  let the how lead the way

Keep the questions before you

  and the answers at bay

 

Deem your motion perpetual

  with all stops left behind

As those presents unwrapped

  open up in your mind

 

May the wind rise to greet you

  and your sun never set

On those places now virgin

  and a lover unmet

 

May the wisdom of sages

  be your rallying cry

As you course through the ages

  —forever wondering why

 

(Train-New Haven: March, 2015)

Drifting Away

To see any clearer

  I drifted away

 

From your

   lies

 

From your

  madness

 

From your paperless

  tray

 

The word forest

   called

 

For my pen to break

  free

 

From the blurred

  introspection

 

Hovering close to your

  tree

 

When my vision

  unclouded

 

A bigger picture

  appeared

 

In whose distance

  I found

 

What your emptiness

  feared

 

(Train In Massachusetts: March, 2015)