There I Made My Church

Flying above the torment and fray,

the blood drops from my wings

 

The scars I carry to then remind,

the true cost delivery brings

 

The clouds incumbent upon my soul,

their cover not to hide

 

But frame a backdrop of life ahead,

where on Angels wings I ride

 

My time below and my time above,

both present in me now

 

As the essence calls from which I’m made,

to return and shout aloud…

 

“I traveled the earth both far and wide,

its truth did I then search

 

But wisdom came to me instead

—and there I made my church”

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)

And Be Gone

You’ll know when its time…

you won’t fight it

or struggle,

you won’t lie to yourself

—or try to hang on

 

You’ll let everything go

as it’s time to unburden,

your mind and your spirit,

your heart

—and be gone

 

(Presbyterian Hospital: July, 2019)

Hawks Into Doves

Why do I like things

I can’t agree with

 

Why do I listen

when I don’t want to hear

 

Why am I attracted

to things that repel me

 

Why are my reasons

more muddled than clear

 

Why do I often

begin at the ending

 

Why do I hurt

the people I love

 

Why are my questions

confused by my answers

 

Why do my hawks

—always turn into doves

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2019)