Remembering Fyodor

“If you spend half your time

trying to change human nature

You’ll spend the other half

 being disappointed”

 

If you spend half your time

waiting for someone to love

You’ll spend the other half

waiting to die

 

If you spend half your time

questioning the truth in the answers

You’ll spend the other half

missing the point

 

If you spend half your time

following the tracks of another

You’ll spend the other half

— wondering why

 

 

(Dreamsleep: October, 2024)

The Indian Sign

Modernity

damns judgment

its prophets

seen as hostile

 

As the soulless

watch and covet

like a eunuch

envies man

 

What’s needed

is more judgment

and critique

to moral order

 

The essence

of humanity

 what the soulless

try to ban

 

Irrational impulses

driving them

to lives of

dark infliction

 

Forcing them

to claim the world

in ‘natures’

— evil plan

 

(Reading C.S. Lewis: October, 2024)

 

To Franz …

Someone

 lost in a meandering season

 

Somebody

crying for all the wrong reasons

 

Somehow

married to a new in between

 

Someway

missing what others have seen

 

Someplace

the meaning stays hidden and waits

 

Sometimes

my wishes both early and late

 

Something

infused in the moments I’ve lost

 

Somewhere

abandoned — the ultimate cost

 

 

(Dreamsleep: October, 2024)