E.J. Hudak (Poems 2 & 3)

Moonchild

I held him dying in my arms

As he whispered hoarsely

‘Don’t let them forget;

Remember me

And show them how wrong

That right can be.’

In a second he was gone

His place removed

From the table.

No one would ever know

His talents or how far

His influence could have gone.

Perhaps as a physician

He would have healed thousands.

As an agrarian wizard

He might have spared Biafra

Those swollen stomachs.

He could have found the True God,

But like billions before him

He was sacrificed

By the manipulators of destiny:

The Apache chiefs on the hill,

Braves dying.

Generals in the command post,

Platoons slaughtered.

The Judas goat

And always the 300 Spartans,

The Light Brigade and Pickett’s Charge.

The shield, to be protector,

Or the death slab,

And more await

Packed in the pens of town and city

Like so much cattle

Awaiting the word of the manipulator

Clothed in the worn-out

Hole-ridden mantle of freedom

And another handshake

And another tear-stained kiss

And another ‘We’re proud of you boy.’

And another ‘You’re doing a fine job.

And another medal.

And another flag

And another and another and another …

Christian And The Tiger

Christian returned from church

Feeling worse for the experience;

Sunday!

Restless with nothing to do

Christian decided to visit the zoo.

The people there were strolling about:

Arm in arm, hand in hand, and in places

Mouth in mouth,

Black people, yellow people, white people

And children lost, crying for a policeman

As their mothers instructed.

The hippo yawned at the man in Bermudas snapping pictures;

A thin woman threw peanuts which the elephant ignored;

The zebra defecated, intensely studied by a soldier.

The reptiles were motionless:

An alligator stared mysteriously, like eyes behind sunglasses;

The monkeys were bored, except for the gorilla

Whish put a half-orange in its mouth and smiled — Sunkist

The restless cats all paced their cells

Except a tiger keeping silent vigil on the passing crowd.

Christian stood alone with the cat, saddened in its plight,

Letting remorse wash over him until …

It was even stronger than the smell from the Bengal’s cage.

Then he gripped the rail retainer and cried aloud,

‘Release the tiger! Let him be free like me.’

His voice echoed but went unheard.

The tiger, tilting its head to the left,

Spoke:

‘Weep not for me, Christian;

Know you not that we are both imprisoned?

Your cell is merely larger, with more companions;

I was once free; can you say the same, O sad one?

As you see me, so I see you:

Behind bars.

Tell me, Christian,

For which captive do you weep?’

The truth the tiger spoke

Shocked him more than the situation

So Christian left the beast to his silent vigil.

He roamed the boulevard

Window-shopping with his thoughts

Until the sun was setting.

Then, with gnawing hunger

He paced the silent steps

To his row home and supper

And the remainder of Sunday’s routine.

Back at the zoo — it was feeding time

E.J. Hudak ca. 1969

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