Jaded And Hoping

The signpost a warning

  a resting black swan

 

Its flight to perdition

  last call from beyond

 

With roses ungifted,

  their thorns bury deep

 

Last moon a reminder

  a reckoning steep

 

The doctor’s watch broken

  your time shorter still

 

His prognosis a token

  beyond suture or pill

 

He asks if you’re ready,

  you say that you’re not

 

You ask if it matters…

  the main lesson untaught

 

And into the night

  you try once again

 

To find deeper meaning

  to reach beyond blame

 

But those last final minutes

  only serve to remind

 

What the jaded and hoping

   —are never to find

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2014)

Nothing Lost

A four year endeavor

A lifetime of pain

The hours put in

Always fighting the strain

 

One hundredth of a second

Your dream crashes down

The spoils eluded

Someone else with the crown

 

No pictures or news clips

Today come your way

The prize to another

The trophy at bay

 

With pity now over

It’s time to dig in

The reward in the training

New endings begin

 

So head back to the track

Your pool or the court

The bar a bit higher

Your coach to retort…

 

   “It’s all up to you

    As you reweigh the cost

    Never quitting—the magic

    Until then nothing lost”

 

(Watching The Winter Olympics: February, 2014)

The Gathering Dust

Living inside the moment,

Temporal things

Pass me by

On their march to permanence

 

Attached to everything

But themselves,

They stand as false Icons

To a time once lived–then put away

 

A trophy case of remembrance…

Enshrining what was lost

In the gathering

Dust

 

Never rediscovered…

Defining what death means

In the gathering

Dust

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2014)

 

Goodbye Tomorrow

A voice goes silent

 in the distant wind

 

No tracks to follow

 no path within

 

Muses cry

 as shadows fade

 

Their chorus faint

 with dreams unmade

 

The past abandoned

 tomorrow gone

  

This moment orphaned

 the night so long

 

Goodbye tomorrow

 farewell today

 

All hope now fleeting

 —time castaway

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: October, 2018)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

New Hampshire Dawn

Coming from nowhere

Going the same

The tracks in front

Pointing to

Tracks behind

The wind on the lake

Reminding

That I am still a guest

The snow on the ice

An invitation

Begging acceptance

New Hampshire Winters

Are white

In my consciousness

And frozen in their

Clarity

Even whiter

Dawns

Out of the stillness

A Moose crashes

Through the snow

Never acknowledging

My presence

His majesty

Confirming everything

That unfound I’ve lost

His spirit cries out

And with quiet respect

I follow him across

The frozen lake

Leaving tracks of memory

One final time

  —never to be seen again

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2014)