No One, And Nothing

No one is going to grant you salvation

  until you try and save yourself

 

Nothing is going to award you redemption

  with cards from others dealt

 

No one is going to save your soul

  until you set your past on fire

 

And nothing is going to make you whole

   —until you proclaim the myth a liar

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)

Turning Black

To write poetry on the battlefield…

  intrepid from the heart

 

Its words to cover scars and wounds

  grief peeling back like bark

 

Each verse fired like a rifle shot

  with bayonet attached

 

All volleys sharp and to the point

   the blood spilled—turning black

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)

An Orphan’s Silence

I hide in the shadow

  of another’s fear

  so the voice may go away

 

And then left

  inside an orphan’s silence

  to recount every wordless day

 

To walk a path

  that another breaks

  under a dark forbidden sky

 

Crying those tears

  by another made

    —my pen bereft and dry

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)

Mine To Know

I want to play not manage,

  write not teach

 

I want to drive—all controls in hand

 

I want to be like the rain across

  the mountains

 

Not the river that may turn to sand

 

I want to be that sniper

  with a single bullet

 

And not part of the infantry’s trek

 

I want to be the first

  to cross the tundra

 

Without needing a map to check

 

I want the bugle to blow

  from my own lips

 

So others may advance and attack

 

I want roses free, to line

  my front walk

 

Replanted from the garden out back

 

I want feet that will always

  climb above

 

The timid and reluctant below

 

I want memories to follow me

  out of this world

 

To a place that is just mine to know

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)

Deep Inside

There’s a higher level

  of being

 

Than you’ve thought

  or felt before

 

There’s a greater

  state of consciousness

 

Once you learn then

  to ignore…

 

All those things that can

  distract you

 

Those that keep you on

  the shelf

 

As the heavens play a

  forgotten song

 

Sung deep inside

  —yourself

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)

A Doorless Mystery

Hitchhiking through the wormhole,

  all time was left behind

 

Distance collapsing upon itself

  reflections other side

 

Waste material of a life unspent

  flowing back in a parted stream

 

Entry to a doorless mystery

  —from a lost forgotten dream

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)

It Was All Of That

I thought it was the words,

  but it was more than that

 

I thought it was the feelings,

  but it was more than that

 

I thought it was the understanding,

  but it was more than that

 

And I thought it was the insight,

  but it was more than that

 

I thought it was the lyric,

  but it was more than that

 

I then thought it was the melody,

  but it was more than that

 

I thought it was the joy they brought,

  but it was more than that

 

And I thought it was the talk I talked,

  but it was more than that

 

I thought it was the times,

  but it was more than that

 

I thought it was the friendship,

  but it was more than that

 

I thought it was the love,

 but it was even more than that

 

And on the day that I stopped

  thinking

    —it was all of that!

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: March, 2015)