Our Essence To Bear

What if the Universe has always been here,

 defeating the concept of time

 

Never beginning and never to end,

 whose story you cannot define

 

What if the future, present, and past,

 are just crutches for the weakness we share

 

What if the answers lie beyond logic,

   inside us—our essence to bear

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: January, 2019)

 

 

 

Only My Words

I’m covered in dirt,

  but my words are still clean

 

A vision half dried

  with stains running deep

 

With sinners and saints

  arm in arm at the bar

 

Each infection we share

  tonight’s hookup and score

 

Meaningless excuses

  all scandal affirmed

 

My bed made with sheets

  from a brothel once scorned

 

As I lie in the shadows

  with my soul partly damp

 

My words are set free

   —to the heavens restamped

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)

Crossing Over — Turned Around

Through the eye of the needle

Not to the left or the right

Dodging both on the comets tail

 

I streak into the light

My last wish out in front

As words melt in a fiery contrail

 

And with only one question

To weaken my heart

With only one thing to know

 

The seasons entwine

All beanstalks are felled

With the exit signs all aglow

 

I crash through the doubt

Releasing new hope

My affirmation now to reign

 

And look ever further

Beyond my scope

As my senses become untrained

 

I feel the loose pieces

Start to come off

A new lightness now abounds

 

The last burden has lifted

Burning bright in my wake

Crossing over—turned around

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: November, 2016) 

 

Your Mistress Defiled

Has your violence

 taken you to places

 I’ve not been?

 

Or driven you

 to things

 I’ve not seen?

 

Was your soul

 mired in conflict

 once raised from the dead?

 

Were your walls

 built to fortify

 excuses and blame?

 

Have your choices

 been forged by

 damnation and fear?

 

Did love matter at all

 when it cried

 through the pain?

 

Could you still hear its voice

 on those darkest

 of nights?

 

Are those places you

 conquered

 in tribute now shamed?

 

Did your victims

 kneel down

 their heads bowed in defeat?

 

Was mercy rejected

 your mistress

 defiled?

 

Has your violence

 taken you to places

 I’ve not been?

 

Or driven you

 to things

 I’ve not seen?

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: April, 2015)