And Be Gone

You’ll know when its time…

you won’t fight it

or struggle,

you won’t lie to yourself

—or try to hang on

 

You’ll let everything go

as it’s time to unburden,

your mind and your spirit,

your heart

—and be gone

 

(Presbyterian Hospital: July, 2019)

Hawks Into Doves

Why do I like things

I can’t agree with

 

Why do I listen

when I don’t want to hear

 

Why am I attracted

to things that repel me

 

Why are my reasons

more muddled than clear

 

Why do I often

begin at the ending

 

Why do I hurt

the people I love

 

Why are my questions

confused by my answers

 

Why do my hawks

—always turn into doves

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: July, 2019)

Unoriginal Sin

Did you flavor it with Hemingway,

or season it with Thoreau

 

Did you structure it like Eliot,

or was Melville more your go

 

The rocks you choose to stand upon,

supports to look beyond

 

As you add your face onto the mountain,

new words inscribed in song

 

Past voices serve to push you,

to that place you’ve never been

 

Where your breath may cleanse forever,

the stain

—of unoriginal sin

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)

The Treadmill

Slowing down the motor,

running low on gas

 

The lies, the HOV lane,

the truth off in the grass

 

The speed counterproductive,

it warps and then transforms

 

The magic in the stillness,

the beauty heaven born

 

The light becomes a blurring,

as darkness settles in

 

Till stepping off the madness,

and travelling within

 

That fatal rush to judgment,

a quiet now sustains

 

One choice to stop the treadmill

—all motion rearranged

 

(Villanova Pennsylvania: February, 2017)